midnightreverie

Found out nouchi deleted her (inactive) journal, and that was pretty much the last thing I could use to contact her (although I haven't done so for a looooong time, shame on me). I highly doubt she uses her email anymore... and I'm a bit hesitant with other measures.

...I don't know what to say to this. She was my first 'internet/fandom' friend, and the first and the only one until now to have contacted by other means (sending post cards, almost meeting up and such). Gah, I don't know, I'm not mad or anything, it just leaves me wondering. I still care, but now that we have parted our ways, and I suppose we should move on or something. I had been too pushy I think. I did expect it to happen.

Considering everything, I've been pretty foolish.